I seek stillness right now. I know it's within me, available to me, no matter what is happening on the outside. But it's difficult for me sometimes -- most times -- to remember that. Stillness within. It doesn't mean I have anything figured out, it doesn't mean there isn't pain or sadness or unsettledness. But stillness, for me, comes with acceptance of what is, even if the "what is" is the unknown and unknowable.